"I know that pain is the most important thing in the universes. Greater than survival, greater than love, greater even than the beauty it brings about. For without pain, there can be no pleasure. Without sadness, there can be no happiness. Without misery there can be no beauty. And without these, life is endless, hopeless, … Continue reading Life and I
I just want to let everyone know about my current situation, a situation that has lasted some three years, and has left me somewhat drained. I have been struggling bitterly with, as some of you may know, Bipolar I, and, the comorbid illness of Generalized Anxiety Disorder coupled with a self-diagnosis (due to my incessant … Continue reading What I Need To Say
Witlessly waiting for my disinterest in the unappealing to interest me intriguingly.
I say “I’m depressed.” He replies “Well, undepress yourself; Come to the court with the ball and the women.” I look away listlessly, Knowing the drugs are gone – They have fled. The bottles are sadly empty; Empty cans riddled The window sill. The window pane Screamed with dusty odium, As the sun gleamed with … Continue reading I Was Once Young